, how do you cope when the one you love is doesn't love you like they say they do ?
uhmmm about two weeks ago, I let you guys know how I was feeling about me losing my virginity to a loser . well just recently that loser wanted to get back in . dealing with this is by far the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my 18 years of living . I love him so much, but I got to let go . and it just hurts to know that 8 months and my innocence is gone down the drain all because, he couldn't get his priorities right . ( shakes head ] it gets harder and harder to breathe everyday, && no one understands and a part of me don't expect them to . life is hard though, so I'll get through this . just gotta take it one day at a time .
until then, later .
