last night I was a wreck and I admit that . I can say I feel a little better now that I'm all cried out, took out some letters after I got off and yeah I cried . Terrence Dejuan Anderson nigga if only yu knew #hmmph ! but umm yeah kinda losing respect for that fat mountain lion of mines, still gone be a huge fan but I think I'm gonna disregard my feelings this time around . starting to wish Jah was a real person ahh I love him to death =D . #blah shout out to Slickem Hound, nigga it's still love this way if anything, gosh I miss Pretty Ricky . found my Bluestars CD the other day and real talk I been blasting it since then . haha still gotcha stuff up on my wall #slickemstan yeah, still love him to death .
last night I felt like I was about to break down the sky, tried to kill every emotion with words, but it didn't all sit too well after I was done . the last song @ rihanna played all night on heavy rotation, made me feel a little at peace w.myself . still hoping and wishing for some braces thoe, so yeah . [ big eyes O.O ] umm school starts in 9 days, kinda excited [ senior shxt shawdee ] . no bullshxt this year #hopefully, hate freshmen and it's a shit load of them hoes coming in . [ tay voice ] can we say toss junts ? [/tay voice] smdh, iont understand how they go like water, but I'ma leave that to them . I just might go running today with Spydaman, not too sure at the moment, but yeah . today has been boring as always something comes up so Derrick didn't come today either #liars, but I ain't even trippin` .
, still down but better .
