pained so bad,

I'm hurt . I can't explain it . I can't stop crying . I'm not myself anymore . I feel like I lost myself . I let myself go . I feel like I lost my breather . It's hard sleeping . It's hard concentrating . It's hard to cry when sad shit comes on, or just to cry period . It's hard to breathe . It's hard to have fun . It's hard to live . My heart is broken . He doesn't care . && thass what hurts the most . the nonchalance . I don't think I can move on, I'm hurting so bad right now .