( le sigh ] the last funeral I went to was my grandmother's . && I hate them with everything in me . just not too long ago found out about the murder of my cousin . shit is crazy man . we weren't that close, but man we grew up together && even though we wasn't on the same page all the damn time, he was still fam yo . this world is crazy && it gets crazier and crazier everyday . you never know when someone is just gonna take ya life away from you . shit is beyond ballistic though , #dontknowwhattosay .