I leave later on today . I haven't seen my other half && well he's all these opportunities && well ( shrugs ] I don't know what's happening . texting and telling me all these sweet things, but yet you can't even come see me before I leave ? you can dedicate a stat on FB to one of your boys that done left, but you can't for me ? I am not about to deal anymore , I am tired . I'm tired of loving you 100% && you giving me back half . we're not together, but dammit I love you ! ughhhh , I am irate as fuck right now and tomorrow I am gonna be the biggest bitch ever . I really wanted to spend some time with you Lou before I left, but now I see somethings are more important to you, so you continue with that . I start this journey tomorrow && I am excited and scared all at once . ( sighs ] something's gotta give , I am tired yo .
and on top of EVERYTHING , I still haven't met your moms yo . I know you asked me to a long ass time ago , and I admit that . I wasn't ready then, but don't you think you should have " made " me a longgg time ago . lady at the health center let me know what's real in these relationships, && me haven't met your moms yet is a big slap in the face that this is probably not even love . maybe lust , but it's most likely not love . if it was , I would have been established my role in your life by being introduced to the people who means the most to you . you've met my people , && I didn't even actually introduce you . well I did, a longgg ass time ago, like middle school , but still . iono right now, maybe it's best that we're going our separate ways . I gotta let you know though , it hurts . am I not good enough to meet your mama ? did you lose that much in me ?
