smh the biggest of all blowouts since shxt iono since when, but I'm laying here not knowing how to feel . I got his texts and all of his pleas, but I'm not ready to move around the fact that you basically told me I wasn't worth ya time . I'm a waste of ya time . that cut me deep, real deep . I already feel as if I'm not girlfriend material, and I try not to do too much, but damn I just want to be in a normal relationship . I want to touch you, I want you to touch me, I want to kiss you, I want you to kiss me, I want to hold you, I want you to hold me . there's a time for ya boys and there's a time for me . you're with them all day everyday, while I'm on the bench waiting on my playing time . ( sighs ] I love you too much to just let go, but if thass what it takes to make you realize that I'm all you need, then thass what I'm going to have to do .
everyone's always bashing me as if I'm always in the wrong, I think it's fucked up to not try to understand both sides of the story, but whatever . no one will ever understand how I feel right now, because hell I barely understand but whatever . we're probably officially done now .
