so it nevers fails, I'm either alone , heartbroken, going through a heart break, or depressed around this damn 14th of February . I hate it with a passion, ( kanye shrug ] . as for Lou ? ( previous vulgar statements have been deleted . ] but yeah we're currently " broken up " .
it's that day && I can't even get a text message, phone call nothxng . shxt is a waste of time, iont wanna hear shxt else my nigga got to say about nothxng . we won't be friends, we won't be attending prom together . he could be about to get 5 milli for his 18th bxrthday I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK, when you love someone like I love him, it's not for or about the material thxngs . I don't love hxm because he's smart or the fact that he plays basketball, or got a car, I love hxm because I actually believed he loved me too . I really thought he was the one .
I'm not really sure how to feel about anything at the moment . I shouldn't question his love for me, but I mean if he never gave me reason to I wouldn't have to . he so easily set me aside . ( sighs ] I love hxm . but why is it that I feel like a fucking fool ? #ugh ! && the fact that you can't even come to me and make me listen to you, is so disturbing . I don't want you to leave me alone, I talk much shit, but you know damn well I'd rather be in your arms than anywhere else . just somethxng you would probably never know .
but on another note yo, happy valentine's day basic niggas who lost me && lost bxtches who hate me bahahahaha . you know I does this shxt though, #likewise !
s t e e z n !
