s t e e z n !

Friday, February 11, 2011

like never before,

eyes red, chesting heaving, veins poking out, unholy thoughts, man if I was to see you, what a scene it would be . obviously nothxng will ever be good enough for you, so I'm just gone stop wasting your time right here, right now . you don't know how to be a damn boyfriend . you don't want to be . why be in a relationship if all you're gonna do is act single ? ( delete previous obscurd statements ]

so you and ya bestfriends, and whoever you claim that you trust with your life can be on a slow fall to hell . I just don't understand . I'm aboud to hand over my virginity to you, but you can't even trust me enough with your life huh ? all " gals " will betray you huh ? smfh, you really are a character . I knew we weren't gone work the moment we had a blow out about your bestfriend . shit is sad that you'll let another dick come before some virgin pussy #imjustsaying though .

read this ? I don't give a fuck . I no longer have a care in this world for any man thass on this fucking earth besides Matthew && Teddy Martin && other relatives . loving you and trying to explain it is trying to explain to someone how water tastes, but you don't realize that . and I'm tired of trying to make you see that everything you need is right here with me, but you go head and do you . you'll regret it later when I'm gone .

as for prom ? I never wanted to go, but I might just show up in that hoe by myself or just not show up at all . fuck the hell off and just let me get over you .