funny how two posts ago, I was saying what would I do w.out mytwinn . hmmph, somethxngs just aren't meant to last I guess . might sound corny and all, but that was the bestest friend I've ever known . hell she was my first friend when I first came here . 7th grade . we're now in the 12th, grown to believe she was my real sister . now alla that is down the drain and never to resurface over somethxng so small . somethxng sooo petty . sucks to know that she'll thxnk I'll have the guts to talk bad about her and then smile in her face . somethxng ain't right w.this whole situation, but I won't even start calling shots . I know exactly what I said, && they do too . somethxng ain't right , so I'm just gone leave this situation alone and let it ride out on its own . I'm tired of talking about it, I'm tired of trying to make amends for somethxng I know I didn't do, I'm tired of the whispers, I'm tired of alla this shxt period . she knows that I come to her w.everythxng, but whatever . I can't make her befriend me if she doesn't want to . she should just know that if she ever needs me, I'll always be here .
ax for mybamm, ( sighs ] best thxng that ever happened to me since Khy . he was taken from me, don't do me the honor and place her in this ax well . love the little girl too much to have her leave me too . #realshxt .
s t e e z n !
