s t e e z n !

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

you took the only thing that beats in me,


this little guy right here was branded Malachi Walker on God knows what day . yeah ya right, I don't know his birthday . hell no one really does, but thass beside the point . came into my life, I'd say it was my best Thanksgiving ever . he's only 3 . i met him and it was like love at first sight, I fell over heels for him . brought him home w.me and just like that I had found somebody worth living for .
i don't care what no one says, but the absolute best feeling in the world is to hear someone call you mama . I can't even explain to you how good it feels, but man . I miss him soo much . It's been months since I last seen him . I often cry for him, I had grown to believe he was mines . I had grown to believe that he'd always be there . And just like that, he was taken from me . another lost case you can say, seems as if everything I put my love into are all taken from me . but this heartbreak would def. be forever . it'd always hurt the most . always .
no one, I feel, can compare their stories w.mine, for am I almost too much to put into words . I'm going crazy without him here, without knowing of his whereabouts, or has he ate, did you take him a bath, I'm panicking . when I cry I panic, my chest caves in, and my knees go week . it's just a mother's cry for her baby . tis is all, I didn't birth him, but he was mine .
-bombkisxx